Treasure every moment with your mates

2012-02-06T19:28:00.005+08:00

안녕하세요 !!

ITS 2012, Therefore its a new beginning and a new start of a year. I have been having fun and enjoying myself at the KICK start of the year.Its going to be a great year ahead. What's my resolution of the year ??

Resolution :
(1) Be Confidence in myself in whatever i do
(2) Study hard and get into the course that i want
(3) Be more open minded to my friends
(4) Look for a true best friend who i can share my thoughts to
(5) Get a DSLR Camera/ IPAD
(6) Go on diet and lose weight
(7) Lovely friends and family to have a healthy health
(8) Get close to my friends
(9) Be more socialize to everyone
(10) Master my Korean Language

That's all for my resolutions. Hope i will be able to get all this and wish it will come true.

Currently i am waiting for my results and going for my April intake course, Which i hope it will be Event Management. Its all about friends again. I don't understand why i cant find a best friend who is there for me, talk to me. I have a best friend last time, its been 6 years of best friend and now suddenly she changed a lot. And we both do not communicate well and i don't think she want to continue this friendship. Whenever we meet and talk, she will just either ignore or hit my head. I don't think this is what i need, what i need is just a best best friend forever who is there for me, accompany me wherever i go and be there for me when i need her/him. Is it that hard to fulfill all this ? Have been few years, could not be able to find it because true friends is hard to find. But i still have friends who is there for me too for all this years. THANK YOU. I LOVE YOU. I love to see idols and therefore i hope one day im able to get near and work with them.

ALL THE BEST !! HOPE ALL MY WISH ARE ABLE TO COME TRUE. HWAITING :D

2011-12-05T21:35:00.000+08:00

Hello, I think i need to learn korean language as soon as possible. I have decided to sign up for classes and hope i am in with my friends. Why i want to learn is because i want to communicate with korean guys. Recently added few korean guys that i have know through the MAMA2011 event. It was awesome and i want to make friend with them. Close friend will do, but the problem lies between us is communication. So i have to learn and talk to them correctly in korea Langugage. FIGHTING !!

Oh Yea !! I went to the Mnet Asia Music Award 2011 (MAMA) and it was awesome. I was screaming like hell , enjoying myself inside. I went with Shi Xuan, Li Min (Cousin), Shi Ling, Shi Min, Sophia, Michelle and Felicia. They were all younger then me except Shi Xuan is same age as me. It was awesome going with them and going crazy with them. But i am like the oldest, somehow i feel weird but they are quite crazy in KPOP which i love that. On the concert, All the artists are so handsome. I keep looking and looking , Screaming and Screaming. I was so high that i even some how going to become a fan of Beast, SuperJunior, 2NE1, SNSD and Simon D. An awesome night meeting the winner of the shuffle contest for MAMA. Get to know them and added them on facebook. This is why i am so sad because we have problems communicating with each other. Therefore i am going to learn korean language fast. Will post some Sundown Festival and MAMA 2011 pictures.

SUNDOWN FESTIVAL

MAMA 2011

Shuffle Contest Winner

Cute Oppa

Hey Guys. I have changed, everyone also change. I don't wish to change but KPOP change me. I fall in love with Korean Idols because they are just too cute and awesome. But this is just a dream, i wont stay in my dream forever. I will just wake up one day. PULL ME BACK ~~~

2011-11-26T00:08:00.000+08:00

THE MOST HAPPY DAY I EVER HAD. Had never been stalked IDOLS and today is the day. Went stalking with Shi Min and Other Fans. Was really awesome. Waited outside Marina Madarin Hotel for Teentop and we saw VIVID too. The both groups keep going up and down the hotel , IN and OUT the conference room. VIVID was awesome. They are a japan band group and they seems like no fans ?? But we saw them and SARANGHAE to them. Either IV or Ko-Ki SARANGHAE Back.

Around 7.15pm, Teentop set off their journey from Hotel to Novena Square 2. So on the journey, IT WAS DAMN AWESOME. Bus and my van was like SIDE BY SIDE. We all put all our banner/Board up and L.Joe/Ricky Wave at us alot of times. Was so excited. Went to the other side, Niel was there and i put up my board and he pretend never see :( So the boys are playing inside, C.A.P was taking short nap (SO CUTE). So when they alight, we all alight and RUN IN. So run and the WHOLE NOVENA SQUARE2 is FULL OF PEOPLE. We was like going up and down the escalator holding up our board. So while im going UP, I hold my paper up ( Niel Name on it ), Niel just TURN UP and suddenly he GUN AT ME. I was like ..... I GUN BACK HIM and HE GUN BACK AGAIN. I WAS LIKE OMFG ~~~ NIEL REMEMBER ME.I WAS HOLDING that paper at the VAN and let him see. HE SAW ME but his face maintain the SAME. Around 15minutes, the fan sign over and quickly we want to run out of the mall to look for our van and we cant get out. As the security block us so we need to stay there till they go off then we can go. So they walk pass and say bye. I TOOK UP MY PAPER AND I GUN AT NIEL WHEN HE WALK PASS, HE SAW AND GUN BACK. I WAS LIKE OMG ~~~ NIEL NIEL NIEL. After that we rush back to the van and back to hotel.

Went back and went they alight. NO SECURITY BLOCKING. We rush in other side and was so near NIEL. I called him, NIEL NIEL he turn and wave. OMG !! After that all went to Marina Square and come down from the hotel. We went to the lobby and going out to find the van, we SAW VIVID come down of the van. I didnt know was THEM. I was like BLUR and suddenly my friends wave at them and i was like " SARANGHAE SARANGHAE to a GUY and HE FASTER SARANGHAE BACK" SO LUCKY AND AWESOME. GOOD EXPERIENCE. I LOVE IT. GONNA STALK AGAIN ~~~~~ So tomorrow going to queue for Sundown Festival. HOPE NIEL CAN SEE MY PAPER and GUN ME BACK. HOPE HE REMEMBER ME <3

IV from VIVID

This is NIEL from Teentop that GUN ME DOWN !!

2011-11-07T22:10:00.001+08:00

Had a great dream yesterday night. It was really awesome as I dreamt of My aunt bringing SHINee in to my house and they are packing there bags to go back to korea. So I was there are I keep looking at Minho, and i take picture of Minho's side view and twitpic on twitter. After that they going back Korea, so I send them off and I was really happy to see them so I took a picture with them. They are all so happy. I asked Onew to solo take picture with me. So I hugged him from the back and took a picture. It was blur so I ask him to hug me from the back and he really did. I feel the warmth and I am so happy. That's all and my dream disappear. Love it so much ~~~ Alright UKISS is now in Beijing.

Everyone is not perfect in friendship. Stay strong and smile. I have been facing many many friendship problems and this is the worst I ever had. I have come to a sense and you wake me up. I won't judge a book by its cover anymore because I don't know what's inside. Seriously, this is too over limit. Something is urging me to do it, so I am think of doing it. Now I am strong because I have gone through many things and woke up from it.

UKISS ~~~~ SHINee ~~~~

2011-11-01T22:02:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ~~~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY ~~~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY~~~ IS BIRD DAY ~~~

This is wasnt an awesome year as mostly everyone was busy and working for attachment. I worked on my birthday itself and went out with friends after that.Went to scape halloween, it was like -_-!! Is not even scary at all ~~~ Is not even fun but at least you guys celebrate with me. Thank you :D

Everyone has changed. Even my friend said that everything has changed. Seriously everything has changed. Even friends that i knew for long time, they are just caring for their new friends. Just go out with them, never meet or something. Have is have, but not that recent. This isnt what i want. FORGET IT !! Pass is pass , shall let go everything on hand which makes me so stress and shall continue with my life, my road, my career.

If you don't like something change it; if you can't change it, change the way you think about it.

2011-10-30T01:21:00.000+08:00

We do not remember days; we remember moments.

Days pass very fast. Is almost a year and my birthday is just tomorrow. Yesterday i had a great fun with Itiel, Dominic, Hong Hoe, Teck Wei, Gina, Joshua, Zhi Yuan, Mei Han and Doralynn. We just had a dinner but is still fun as it really brings me back to where i was. I love the days that we hand out together as a clique like some gang. Those we miss out is okay because we will have a outing someday. After my attachment i am going to catch up slowly with your and take a rest. After attachment = release of burden. I am gonna be a happy_girl94 soon.

So i will be free after attachment. Do ask me out or i will ask you out. I am gonna enjoy myself and do the things that i haven done yet. I am gonna go have a paintball match because can release stress and people there is nice and friendly.

Memories will always capture in my mind forever ~~ I am going to be 17 this year. 17 years of memories will just be there forever and ever. Dont change my mind, i cant take it.

Below are my cliques, My Gang , My True Friends , My Best Friend, My FOREVER FRIEND. Time pass fast, all grow up already :D

2011-10-21T23:32:00.001+08:00

Hello. How's everyone ?? Have been really busy with attachment and more KPOP events is coming. I'm going MAMA 2011 and hope it will be fun. But Ukiss might not be going :( I think I kind of want to add them in life. But is okay at least there is boyfriend,Infinite and B1A4.

I am looking for jobs but I can't find. I plan to take up courses after attachment :x But I hope I can find a job with high pay and friendly friends. Any work to introduce ?? I want to have company for it ...

Saranghae Onew. Your smile makes everyone love you.
Lee Jinki,Kim Jonghyun,Kim Kibum,Choi Minho,Lee Taemin SHINEE

2011-10-15T20:21:00.001+08:00

Have been having stress during work. Facing the world outside isn't that easy. Different people have different mindset. They may look very kind and nice but behind they might backstab you. So everything have to be endure through out. I swear this is the time where I am feeling really stress and I'm blaming myself for everything. If it wasn't me to ask them, everything won't be happen. I know everyone is asking me not to blame myself or else they can't help me at all. But I'm trying and is making me feel bad. Have been really feeling very miserable for the past few days and I'm like crying for past few days. Is really really very miserable that I have to urge to change but at it was my bad who didn't choose properly. I regretted very much.

Thanks to my Cliques,Family and Ms lim for help me all this. Think I gotta endure through out and not trust anyone from there too much. Because I have heard people backstabbing.

2011-10-01T20:34:00.000+08:00

Hello. Recently went over to play paintball with my friends. It was raining heavily in the morning and i thought that it would be a wasted trip but it isnt. Instead it turn out to be a fun trip. I would want to thanks those who came because organizing this event isn't that easy. I even folk out some money first but in the end i get 20 of 50 while the rest of 30 is either go into GST or someone have not pay me. But over is over, organizer have to be like this.

It was fun and my team was Lloyd, Jermyn, Itiel and Terrence. All is strong guys. We manage to win once and the rest of it we were having fun. This time round is my second time go. Kiko, Jasper and a ITE guy was over there for marshal. He took his first step by asking me where im from all this and i was shock.So gonna find out his facebook real soon to MAKE FRIEND only. My second time playing is really horrible. Play in paddles of water and i run back and fell down. It was totally epic lucky is at the back and only Terrence saw it. It was really fun and everyone went back home with few love shots. Hope to go back and play again.

MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING. I told my senior ( Work Senior ) that i gotta take off on 30/10 and 31/10. So ASK ME OUT. I want to have fun on my birthday and make it a memorable one. I was thinking whether should i go paintball again on my birthday itself with my friends again ? But i bet no one gonna go ..... But i want a day out with friends and enjoy myself to the max.

2011-09-24T21:56:00.000+08:00

Hey Peeps, Will be busy with attachment starting from next week. But i will still find some time to update myself from KPOP and everything in my life. The attachment is really not an easy job as i have to stand for 8-10 hours a day and can only sit for 20mins. Plus i heard that the boss is bias, i was wondering how am i gonna get my A ? Forget it about it, take one step at the time. But the thing is im worried for my marks. I need it to go up to Higher Nitec.

Today just came back from a 2D1N Camp instead of 3D2N camp. As i have attachment for the day 1. It was really an awesome camp which i can get to bond with Excos,Alumni and Juniors. It was totally epic where every group has to tie legs together and walk. Worst is my group crawl on the floor and finish the game. It was like ....... And my leg have blue black and some injuries. But it was good but bonding game is not enough. Half way through the camp, my batch guys/girl is being lectured by Seniors/Alumni/Excos. At first i was angry as how come the seniors gotta complain about us and told alumni to lecture us. But after that i understand why they have to do that. So after the lecture, everything changed me. Everything that they said, i keep that in mind and try not to do anything funny.

And through this camp, i manage to realize what mistake i made and corrected it. I think my social and talkative personality is coming back. Which is good as if i were to keep quiet, everyone will think that why am i so quiet and emo. So is good that my personality is coming back and i am trying my best in it.

2011-09-15T20:33:00.000+08:00

Hey Hey Hey. Am i that fun to disturb? Yes i think so too. Because i have to many things to be disturb on. Thanks everyone for disturbing me, if there is no me there is no disturbing and there is no fun. But sometimes cannot disturb till so over. That day was slacking and someone put his tie on my neck and wanna strangle me. That is the part where i don't like because is very difficult to breath and even touch my HAIR. My hair is my LIFE. Once my hair go messy, i will go crazy. Because MY HAIR, i need my image to be on. Seems like my image is being pulled down by my friends. HAHA. AND THANKS TO MICHELLE , She just say everything OUT about me to EVERYONE. THANKS ALOT. I know i love you a lot, don't need say to everyone. You wanna say to the whole world too ?? I don't mind alright.

Alright. I am not studying anymore. So i am going for attachment. I am so gonna miss my ITE Cliques and the fun that we had. Remember what we do to disturb Service Management People? HAHA...*Secret* Let's keep it in our heart. I am pretty bored at home, so do ask my out alright. :D

2011-09-11T20:16:00.002+08:00

I will never forget 110910. Is the day where i attend SHINee 1st World Concert in Singapore. Because of that, I went over to Changi Airport to ton with Shi Xuan,Her Friend,Felicia and Her Friend. I was not tired at all because i am excited for them to arrive. The barricades are up around 2plus and we all went over there to sit and can get good view. Around 6.15am, they came out and i was screaming. Onew wore a mask as he was sick . Minho act cool, JongHyun continue walking, Taemin looks like a student carring backpack and book,Key waving at fans. After that, went back home to sleep. I sleep at 7am and wake up at 11am to meet Felicia and friends.

The SHINee world concert is really memorable. Is my first time going and is my first time crying over them. Went there with excitement and go back with crying. Minho really very handsome and he shows his 6 packs.He even strip his shirt off while doing his solo.JongHyun singing was awesome and he is the main singer. Onew at first was really tired but after that he become so hyper.He even run from start to the end in my direction and make all fans go screaming. Taemin is pretty and i love his voice too. Key is hyper through out and he is so social.He even kiss the balls and throw it to the fans. WAS REALLY AWESOME NIGHT. When they end their concert, i cried and scream.Through out the concert, i was screaming like no one's business After that i wanted to go send them off but no one accompany me, so i went back home. I received a message and i started crying. I cried while i am bathing, i even cry when i went on to bed. I cried for about 15-30minutes and i fall asleep. My first time crying over them so badly.

For those who wants to see the Concert Video. Go to youtube and search "110910 SHINee World Concert SG " They have 29 parts. So do enjoy.

2011-08-31T22:13:00.000+08:00

Exams is coming. I am really worried and sad because after the exam everyone gonna be separated and go on their own way/attachment. I am really sad i think i can cry on the last day because i miss my friends and the fun that we had together. But i will be back next year and stay there for the next 2 years.

Wondering why am i so happy and keep laughing ? The reason is because laughing/smiling can make a person happy and brighten up the day. Also can motivate things. Therefore if you see me going not smiling/laughing , the reason is either i am tired or headache or sad or thinking too much. So i want to live with a happy day with full of happiness and enjoy everyday in my life so that i wont regret it.

2011-08-20T13:08:00.000+08:00

Hey Peeps, On the wednesday i went over to airport with Shixuan and her friends to see Kim Hyun Joong. He came from Taipei and many fans,aunties,malay aunties are all over there.He was quite handsome and tough. When he walk pass, all fans are shouting and i was busy taking video of it. Yesterday he went over to causeway point for faceshop opening ceremony.And today i went to Airport with Desiree to see him but did not manage to see him. It was really disappointing but at least we tried our best.

I am really addicted to KPOP already. If any of my favorite groups came, i will be very crazy over them.I will be happy when they arrive Singapore but when they are going back, i think i will be crying because they are going back again. that feeling is really miserable.I hope to become a Event Management and bring them over and make them remember me and be friend with me. Then it will be great.

Kim Hyun Joong

2011-07-22T19:49:00.001+08:00

Ever since i enter ITE , My life is changed. I have been having some friends relationship problems. I ever told myself I should love the people around me and not dislike people around me. I should be enjoying everyday in my life and not let the unhappy things take over who i am. Why am i like this ?? Maybe i am too tired that's why i am having some troubles. But from now on , i tried to promise myself that i should stay happy and bond with my friends where i use to be. Therefore, I will try to get myself in the conversation but you too have to give me chance to get myself in.

I am just like the lost boat. It stuck no where and i have to try and get myself out from the dirty and muddy place in order i can wash myself up and start afresh with a new and clean boat which can work properly as what i am.

2011-07-10T21:31:00.000+08:00

With just a blink of eyes, one month of holiday is ending soon. Tomorrow will be another brand new day in school. Going to school everyday with more than 1hour trip is only left with two more months. Gonna study hard and concentrate for the next two months of studies and is time for me to go for attachment. Im gonna try my best in everything and make myself go up to High Nitec Course.

Never give up in everything in life and just continue with the challenge. who i am previously ?? A person who take up every challenge in my life. So now i have to continue with this spirit.

2011-06-19T20:50:00.000+08:00

Hello Peeps, have been really busy for the past few months because exams is near. But now exams is finally over so i am waiting for the results. I wish i can pass with flying colors in every subjects. The first time i am very stress over of the exams and i study so hard. I even tears before exams start because is too stress and many things happen. This is the year when i stress and thing happen through out. But things is going smoothly now.

Is holiday now and i just came back from Genting with Cousin and had alot of fun over there with the kids and my owner. Is really an enjoyable trip over there. I can relax over there and think back what she said to me. Is really true and i think i should reflect on what she said. It really make my sense come true and i do know what i am gonna do now. I should listen to advice and go with it and stop fooling around.

I have set a goal to myself. Once school reopen, my aim is to stop talking in class when teacher is talking, concentrate and study hard to get into higher nitec. Is time for me to grow up and strive for what i want in my life. Stop day dreaming and wake up. Is really the time when i need to work hard because the road that i am walking now is gonna tell me what im gonna do in my life.

2011-05-29T19:30:00.000+08:00

Hey Peeps, I am back from blogging. But I will not be blogging for the next few week due to upcoming exams. Have been really stress with my studies because i have to study and study. First time in my life i study so hard and almost break down. What makes me break down is my studies and my feelings. Is really difficult to forget that feelings,so i share it out and feel comfortable. Before telling, my heart is really very painful until i wanted to cry it out loud but i did not. I put it all by myself until i cant tolerate, i finally said it out. So i told myself that i have to study hard first before thinking all this things.

I put my mind as first is to Study hard for now and strive to Higher Nitec. Got to study hard as next week is the exams that i need to face. JIA YOU BIRD ! :D

Yesterday went for C.L.I.F Roadshow, i woke up around 9plus and hurried take MRT down to Novena with Yixin. I almost gone crazy because i am rushing and praying that i can get the goodies. But i get it and relief my stress. Was so fun and Crazy with Tay Ping Hui. YOU ARE SO HANDSOME > :D

2011-05-07T23:11:00.002+08:00

Okay Bird shall study and suffer later, because exams is just in one month time. And teacher is gonna drill us by giving test to us every week. Gotta study and aim for my GPA 3.8 and get into Event Management. JIA YOU !! :D
On the April 28 , It was a really fun day as I went over to Bedok Reservoir for Team Bonding,Dragon Boat with TA and My Classmates. It was really a fun day as I was sitting infront with Denna. What makes my boat so fun and love each other is because of me. I was having fun with them and playing water with them. One Word to say in this event, " GOOD " It is really a good bonding session. I find that Dragon Boaters's Girls is so cool !! I find that they are just way too cool.

On the May 4 , went over to Chinatown for some Tour. Had really great fun going to Different Race of temple. So after that, went over to Vivio City with Michelle alone. Was talking talking and talking with each other right inside our heart. Had a great talk and had fun disturb her. It was great telling her because she is just a right person.

As for today , went to Downtown East eat Mac Donald with Itiel and Desmond. After eating, Yi Xin and Stella came and together we head to Pasir Ris Park Pit 16. Slack Slack and around 3pm the amazing race started. My Team was Jun Yong,Ash,You Liang and Jun Ling. we was walking walking all the way from place to place under a big hot sun. Is Fun because my team do not have to eat Wasabi. Those who eat Wasabi is that they takes Short Cut by not going station by station according to the paper. Luckily..or else i will die eating of it. After the race, BBQ started and have fun talking and bonding with some seniors/Alumni too....

2011-04-17T21:36:00.000+08:00

Things Happen just few days and have been trouble for it. Truly to say that i treat everyone of your as my Best Best Friend ( BFF ) Forever. Whatever you all have gone true, i also have gone true. And it is a tough time for me to stand up and face it. What i have gone through is those Tears,Anger and .....Whenever one person started to face it, there will always be someone who is involve in. In Order not to hurt someone else, that person will not tell him/her and it will cause misunderstanding among ourselves. But overall, it is just an misunderstanding. Cliques among ourselves should trust one another, open up to each other and not closing up your minds and quarrel among ourselves. After the matters that have been through, I hope it wont happen again and also back to normal where we go home together, Joke together, Disturb each other together , Eat together and many more that we do together. GO GO GO ...... I think you people are the true friend of mine that i ever meet. LOVE YOU ALL TO THE MAX.

Hey, Old friends. Dont be sad over what i wrote above because i am just saying the facts. You all are also true friends of mine too. But the difference is you all don't open up to me or each other among our cliques. You all like to keep it in your heart for a long period then dig out those things and finally tell each other. This is how i experience when i am with your, Keep in Heart and don't say it out. It is just like there is no trust among each other. Thats why i am having this problem now , troubles kept inside my heart and no one knows what i am thinking. But your still the best, although i have troubles or what..Your will be asking what happen and helped me solved and thats a good thing. Hope your Know that I miss your so much. MISS YOU ALL TO THE MAX.

Right Now, I am trying to change my personality and everything. To become a normal and cute girl ( HAHA,Puke). Okay, what's my aim for this year ?? Change my personality to become Open Mind to my lovely Cliques, Stay Happy and trouble free, Look for a Lovely and Kind Guy ( Be FRIEND )........ As for others is to Aim for GPA 3.8 and get into Higher Nitec ( Event Management ). So will be studying and concentrate on my studies to aim for that GPA. Another aims is to go for SHINee First Solo Concert in Singapore ( Pray that it wont fall on Exam Period ). More Aims coming up..So i will fulfill all this first in order to carry on.

2011-04-10T19:46:00.000+08:00

3 weeks of Holiday pass by with just a blink of eyes. Is already end soon and tomorrow will be the day i get back to my motivation to motivate myself to study and archive what i want during this few months. If i am not wrong, this year will pass by very fast and my course will end very fast so my aim for this year is get into Higher Nitec. Let Onew Oppa Motivate me up the road while i was walking. JIA YOU BIRD !!

I am really hoping that i can take NYAA ASAP, or else i am going to take NYAA with him in ITE College East. They are much faster and efficient. I can wait anymore because is too slow and i have pester teacher for few months since February. Awwww.....MOTIVATION !!

Shall tell myself not to on my computer everyday and instead of computer i shall study/revise the notes again and again to get the GPA that i always wanted. ONEW OPPA ....ILY

2011-04-06T22:29:00.000+08:00

Had a really great fun today with them. Went over CCK to meet Desiree, Michelle and Josephine and head to school together for a meeting. The meeting is about orientation for April intake and i partner Josephine. Guess what ?? We were given a business course to take over but in the end Josephine wanna change with Alvin and Andrew so in the end we exchange with them and we took Fitness Course. So was like ....... Fitness Course ?? HAHA...I will feel awkward because we will be wearing our full uniform of tourism and fitness is wearing like half-u so i think is bit awkward for me.

Today had a really great chat with Michelle, Desiree and Josephine. Really is like from the bottom of heart talk and was really great. Went to KFC eat and chat for a long time. After that, Desiree head home while we three went over to Jurong Point then head to Changi Airport. Whats the purpose we go Airport ?? Is to know more about Singapore Air Stewards. Was talking about stewards all the way from the start we reach while we end. Went to eat Yogurt and use ipad over there. Was like LAUGHING OUT LOUD like some mad womens about those photos which has red lips. Was like OMG LAR....I really enjoy going out with them !! My Jaws will really drop going out with them.

OMG...If really SHINee comes to Singapore this coming concert which include 2NE1,Big Bang and 5 others band which is not reveal yet, I will CONFIRM go and support and be the one on television who is shouting like hell but i wont. I will just stay there quiet and when Onew saw me i will say " Onew Oppa and Wave at him " He will like it because he dont quite like nosy bah....

2011-04-05T20:35:00.000+08:00

Whats with me recently ?? Yesterday was really a reflection day for me. I keep reflecting reflecting and reflecting when i pass by PTC ( Is used to be but now change to YouthReach ). I miss the times that i spent with them and the times when i was in sec2 till sec4. Reflect on what i did and i regret it. I seriously regret what i have done previously. Sudden reflect me and i really really regretted it. How i wish i can go back the time i have spent happily but i cant so life have to continue. But once regret is already regretted. I cant do anything but the only thing i can do is always THING BEFORE I DO/SAY. I started to think what i used to say or do from secondary school till now and i think i am stupid. I did not think before i say and now i am like regret it lot. So from there i think carefully and tell myself, whatever i do and i want to say...i must always think twice before i do it. And I plan whats my road in my life from now.

2011-04-02T21:03:00.000+08:00

Recently, my dreams is always a beautiful one. How I hope i wont wake up and stay in my dreams forever. The dreams that i made is seriously wonderful until whenever i woke up i feel like going back again to dream of it. What i was dreaming ?? Basically had a dream about Jong Hyun and Onew...and also some dreams about my friends is the criminal and i am the police. I have to arrest him on my own with my friends and i feel hurting arresting friends that i know. Wishes Dreams will come everyday .......

Below is the pictures that i enjoy in TB Class Chalet !!

2011-03-31T00:16:00.001+08:00

Seriously !! Aku thought that Chalet will be boring because in the afternoon those activities that we committee plan i think can see that some friends is getting bored. Therefore the activities is not quite successful but we all did our best in it. Before the night came, we prepared everything ready and had a great propose and i think was awesome and he is so daring. I admire him so much. In the night , Have really really a great fun. Played Guitar with Shamilah and it was awesome. We were all having our parties blasting the music as loud as we can. Aku, I mix around with Denna,Marleena,Kamsinah,Azzyla,Sara,Zakie and more. Had really really fun mixing around and they are all malays. They speak MALAY Language but I still say " BAIK AH ". Is really fun joining them as they can joke and i joke with them. Even joke with teacher too as they are really funny. I really really enjoy that moments until i cant leave my foot up to go back home. As i have CCA tomorrow early the morning, thats why i cant ton over there. But overall i still enjoy and TB ROCKS. Photos will be upload as soon as possible. To let your see how much fun i have with Noonas and Oppas and also Teachers..

Saranhaeyo !!

I am like having fun in the chalet. I think those people over there is not having fun because without me. I think i am so high just now. AND AND now a days i am really into the Dance until whenever i heard SHINee song or other song i will dance. Now the BIRD that your know will be the same but when she is high, she will dance and really very high which is good.

2011-03-22T20:37:00.000+08:00

Is Holiday now !! Second Day of holiday and i feel so happy. Finally after 2 months and is holiday. After holiday and i have to work hard BIRD. Recently had fun in school and i love it. Hope this holiday will be an enjoyable holiday which i love it. Holiday i am looking forward to class chalet and the amazing race. Yahoo...Recently went over to Police Career Fair and get to know more about Police. HAHA

In just few weeks, I just fall in love in you. Whenever i go, i will still think of you. You are just part of my brain in my life now. You brighten up my life and motivate me alot. Thanks <3

2011-03-15T20:42:00.000+08:00

Treasure everything before you regret !! You may not know tomorrow what will happen ?? Maybe Tsunami / Accident ?? No one can predict only god !! So live your life to the fullest everyday. Enjoy whatever you had now, every moment is always precious. For me is simple , Everyday i will enjoy myself and enjoy every precious moments with you. Therefore I wont regret.

Recently have been enjoying myself in school with all my cliques. Having loads and loads of fun with them until i cant able to leave them. My daily life now was Wake Up Morning, School, After School go back home , Bath , Homework and Sleep. This is what i am doing now. Recently have no appetite to eat for dinner when back home from school. Finally no more exam and holiday is coming. I will sure miss my cliques and see guys in school with them. Really had a lot of fun with them.

On Friday, There is a 8.9 Earth Quake and Tsunami in Japan. The Place is really Ruin by the Natural Disaster and many people died and missing. Mostly who survive from this is really lucky. Few Days after that , there is still Disaster. I am proud that Singapore send SCDF ( 5 Specialist and 5 Dogs ). Japan is such a good country and yet disaster fall on them. I feel like flying over them to help those rescue team to search for the bodies,missing or injured people stuck inside there.

2011-03-08T20:41:00.000+08:00

Great Day ,Great Laughter and Great Friends. Have been laughing in school almost everyday to keep myself happy !! Today i had a 2 shocking incidents that nearly scared the hell out of me. My heart nearly pop out while i was checking my phone. Was Ah Turl's Birthday so bought 21 donuts for him and had really fun. First time celebrate birthday in ITE. Today had really great fun and was laughing all day long. It is really making me feel happy and go easy every day going school. Laughing Laughing is all i need and also awesome friends. Test Test is all coming, I have to study hard to go for what i want.

Last Friday,went to Dhoby Guat eat Sakae with my cliques. It was really really very fun and isabella seriously DAMN CUTE with Catharine. Was laughing out loud together with Desiree Lim. Had really fun and hope to go out again with them !

After next week, Holiday is coming. But i cant go out often as i need to study for exams again after the 3 weeks holiday. Will be excited to go for class chalet, so i can bond with my classmates. Love bonding and making people around me laugh. :D

Crazy Cliques

2011-03-02T19:46:00.000+08:00

Whats been happening these days ?? What is the problem with ?? Why is everyone changing ?? All this is just a part in life. Life is always up and down as we have to face those things and not hiding it through out my life. Life have to go on and Dreams for me have to move on in order to make it a reality. As for me I took it as an optical and have to use my brain to think and have to solve it.

ITE life is seriously FUN !! But sometimes is not fun because is either Busy or Face problems and have to solve it. But overall, I do reflect about myself what i did wrong or correct and try to change it to become a better person. Today was really a day for me which i am worried about. It is a long story and Ms Dewi is seriously Fun and she told a guy to leave his number down and another is asking a fitness guy for Hotmail. And i think that fitness guy will find us so weird.Things always happen and is an example for today. As i know I am the middle person and trying to solve it out. So i was worried here and there and at a moment i felt uncomfortable because i scared it was my fault all this. In the end, i still do not know what really happen. So i intend not pretend not to hear anything and i think i will not think too much and hurt myself.

Frankly speaking, I am a person which can be irritating sometimes BUT once someone tell me what happen i DO reflect everytime. Whatever I said, i seriously will reflect back and if im wrong i will say " Sorry " and let it pass.I do reflect everyday what i do and did i do any wrong. Why ?? Because i have get used to reflect what is happening for my daily life and trying to change each day.

This are my DREAMS

Cool ?? Yes, I am going to archive it

No Matter what , I have to overcome the problems !!

2011-02-24T19:19:00.000+08:00

Stress !! Stress !! These few weeks is seriously stress. This week is a bad day and i feel so miserable. Many things happen in just one day and do not know what should i do in order i can help. I try my best but i still do not know the progress. I think we had hurt her and i feel so miserable after she tell us her stories and i think that she is really really strong.

Had many motivation this week and i have to SUFFER NOW and ENJOY LATER !!... Therefore i am studying so hard and concentrate on my exams FIRST, follow by project. I have to work very hard in order i can get into high nitec and prove to teacher that i can get GPA 3.5 and above. JIA YOU BIRD !! ......

Going Study now and blog the next time !! I am going to changed into a person which dont TALK SO MUCH in lecture/tutorial and change to a polite girl with good positive thinkings rather than thinking those friendship which is negative. Have been thinking negative things this week... And i really really feel miserable. I seriously feel miserable until i feel like giving up .....OMG !! STRESSED

2011-02-19T20:30:00.000+08:00

Had a really great fun these few days. Yesterday went to Dragon Boat with Han Ru, Jun Ze and Joey. It was AWESOME for Sea Training and will always be waiting to go for the Sea Training as it is really very fun. There is a Ang Mo Guy drop into the river because he lose of stable and slip down. Went back home around 8plus and it stinks on the MRT. I did not bath and just went back home with Joey because the facilities over there has closed after 7pm.

Recently i won a medal which took me in 9th place. Had a Road Run of 4km in school and was so tired after running. Josephine run infront while i run at the back because i was listening music and thought i have to run two rounds so i jog slow and stop few times. Heard there is another Run coming up competing among college and I think i am being selected. So i have to start training my legs STRONG !! :D

Sometimes i was wondering, Did I change or You all change. I just dont get it... Once get into ITE life is totally different. I must have that endurance , Social , Team Work and Study Hard. What Makes me come to a sense that i MUST WORK HARD because I promise Ms Betty Lim that I will work hard in order she can let me take up my NYAA. For the sake of NYAA, I have to work hard and get As.

If You Give Up half Way, Means No chance getting those things that you want, No Chance means No Hope in what you do. So Need to have the NEVER GIVE UP SPIRIT IN ORDER to get what you want or complete what you need. During the Run and Dragon Boat Training, I have learnt to endure those things and complete the race. No matter you have lose or what, I still have to finish the race and enjoy the journey throughout.

2011-02-11T20:36:00.000+08:00

Hello, My dear Baby who read my blog every time. Has been so busy with studying and doing projects because there is progress test coming up and projects deadline is coming near and near. I have to rush out those projects ASAP in order i can relax but i just can't. Because is difficult if your members did not help you with it and i have to do it with Hui Qing. My clique people says that i seems so stress when is project time, but is indeed true !! Cause i am not lucky to have those members who is so into making the project done ASAP !! So i have to use all my mighty power to do my best and rush those projects out on time and change members once new projects come in.

Have been study study and study and upcoming test is Introduction in the Tourism Industry. So have to study real hard over the week ends. Now every day in school i am so happy because i keep laughing like a crazy girl with my cliques. Yesterday was my clique saw him while the lift open and first person was so stun and do not know what to do and dont want go out until i say " Faster Go, Go Go Out " then the guy put his hand to stop the lift from closing then all get out of the lift. All stun too when saw him. And today saw him again this time too .... On the way back home with Both Desiree, Michelle and Catherine, was LAUGHING OUT LOUD with Michelle and Catherine. We was like keep saying those stupid and funny things to laugh until me tears drop and stomach pain. Was super duper funny and i love this life but i still miss secondary school life.

Valentine's Day is coming....Who will be my Valentine ?? My Girlfriends ?? My Boyfriends ?? My Baby ?? My Whoever ?? HAHA , I also dont know... Will see on that day ! :D Hope it will be a enjoyable Valentine's Day this year !! .....So sad today cause i am excited for today's Dragon Boat but end up is cancelled because teacher not feeling well !! ARGHH

My Cute Care Bear

Cute Michelle

Cute Chipmunk !!

My Cute Desiree baby

Jo Jo

Cute Aunty

My Cliques

2011-02-09T20:55:00.001+08:00

YO !! ....Have been BUSY for few days because is Chinese New Year week and also have projects and test coming up. So i have to study hard and make sure i did well in this course and get into Higher Nitec to achieve what i want. Have been addicted to CSI Game on Facebook and tried very hard to beat Ariffin High Level but i cant because he is way too fast whenever i want to level up he will level up first !! :D

School was normal and had few misunderstood between friends and friends but now is alright because i am trying to help this CLIQUE to be as hard as a rock so that no optical will hit us down just with a small hit. I think it will be a strong clique that i ever had. People around us is different just that when you went into a new environment you really have to adapt it or else you can fit in to the environment and it will affect your mood and studies. Why Live your life so miserable with the past that you had, Now is Now and make everyday a HAPPY DAY and Laugh more just like me. I may be Joking around and Annoying but in my heart I am serious if is a right time. Why am I like this ?? Because I have gone through this and come to a sense that rather stay happy and talk nonsense/entertain friends rather then alone like emo kid.Is quite tough to change but at least you tried. Friends are always around and partner will change change change to get to know each other well. We should live the life to the fullest because you may not know what tomorrow you will do. Whatever things that is bad in your past life, just throw it to the sea and get a life with your new environment. Whatever I have gone through, I just come a sense because of people around me try telling me things which is useful and make some sense.

Will be busy for few weeks because i have not finish my 4 projects which is coming near the due dates. So have to rush and get on with it !! Recently just went to First session of the Dragon Boat and It was Land training. Was running ( 6 rounds around the track ) , doing Sit -up and many more....So right now having ache but is okay !! Have to endure endure and endure....Friday is Sea training so hope there is Girls training so can go with my Dear Han Ru and Friends.

2011-02-04T22:21:00.001+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR !!

Is Chinese New Year, I enjoy collecting Red Packets and going relatives house. On the Day 1 had really great fun with my cousin and my baby cousin ( 4 months old ) is here too.. I am so happy to see him. So his father taught me how to play Ukulele haha...Was great !! Day 2 went over to Aunt house to play with cousin and see them gamble too. I never gamble because i don't feel like gambling. So i watched them and saw Desiree Fel the next door. HAHA !! Such a small world !!

After This week and Monday have test !!...OMG, Next week is TEST WEEK and i need start study tomorrow ( Day 3 of CNY ) ... Had really Addicted to CSI , Crime City !! I was wondering why Ariffin " SO FREE " Level up so fast seems like he does not need to work !! HAHA.....

I LOVE LION DANCE !! Today ( Day 2 ) Lion Dance was hired by my father and it came around 10plus. So was quite funny that it Sayang my father and I. I love when it sayang me haha..and also went to each bed to sleep and peel those orange haha..SO CUTE !! Shall see it tomorrow at my cousin house again !! :D

My Cute Uncle

Dew Dew ( Mummy )

The orange that Lion Peel on the bed

Whats this ?? I also dont know what Lion trying to show.

Cant wait For CHINESE NEW YEAR to ARRIVE

2011-01-30T20:33:00.002+08:00

These few weeks was busy with house cleaning because Chinese New Year is coming. Is like just Next Thursday. So i cant wait for it to arrive as all those hardship is worth for New Year. I think this year New year will be a Good and Fun New Year i ever had.

Friday 28/1/11, We went over to East Coast Park for Team Building. Had a really great fun with them and great team building event but we make Betty Lim upset. So TB will forever be a ONE BIG FAMILY.No Matter what difficulties we face we will also be the best family and helping one another without fail. We will not give up and no difficulties will bring us down just like that. Fight for it and archive the things that we want . GO TB, I LOVE YOU !! :D

I saw Alvin Lee and Fir at the Beach with some trainers. What a small world !! So after that went over to Simei ITE for CCA and I regret going with my cliques to Changi Airport because heard that it is fun. I regretted it so much and my mood was down right after the CCA. Went to meet Hong Lan and Shuen at Tampines and went over to have dinner,chit chat and have fun until 8plus then back home. My mood was down all the way but i just hang a smile infront of them because it was just a gathering.

Our Trainer

My Group for Sand Castle Building

Betty Lim, SO CUTE :D

TB , LOVE YA

You are such a LAME Person

Thats Alvin Trainer

Alvin Chipmunk

Redbull Give us WINGS

CHEERS

Now a days, I am really getting Jealous everyday because whenever i see Police. I really cant wait to join the force. Below is the show C.L.I.F which actors get the chance to work with real police and get to experience real life gun and more. This is really making me jealous.

This is what i edited. Using those pictures :D

Make Yourself Happy Everyday to brighten up your LIFE

2011-01-23T20:13:00.000+08:00

2nd week in school was AWESOME !! Had a great fun with friends and buddies. Actually was guilty because of somethings but in the end, this problem have solved and i am happy. I have chipmunk family ! :D Alvin is Chipmunk 1, Desiree Lim is Chipmunk 2, Triston is Chipton and many more. I LOVE MY CLASSMATES !! ... They are just seriously wonderful. 3 Projects on hand and i have not even started with my group members. Will start this week and complete it ASAP :D

Even since i go tourism, I am so happy and laughing almost everyday to brighten up my day. I really enjoy study and playing with them. They are serious very nice and funny. Hope this will go on and this year will be the year which i am happy and no problems to solve for myself !! :D

Choice is Mine

2011-01-17T19:44:00.000+08:00

I have 3 projects on hand NOW !!....So i haven started and i am stress haha :D Basically today was an awesome starting day as early morning i was tweeting with Michelle all the way till afternoon. We were like talking rubbish and during the lecturer, when i saw her tweet , I will laugh and same goes to her like we two are crazy like that !! Nice Tweeting with Dancer because she very nice to joke with haha. So during lunch,something happen so i went to drink "each a cup " with Hui Qing ( Pei her never eat ). After that lesson is all about Projects and last lesson is currently bored. Was feeling headache,sleepy and Mood-less. After a while, I feel more Good and went back home with Hui Qing again. Heard Shi Xuan is going to Simei to study and i was like..Quite angry because at first is we come together but in the end she want transfer so after that I told myself " Forget it, I want to be Happy and Sad is up to my choice, I have to choose from it "

Choice is up to me to decide. I want to be in good mood or bad mood is all up to me to decide. This is the speech that teacher taught and I keep that in my mind. So from now i should make myself happy and make people around me happy and enjoy the jokes of mine. Specially to Michelle, I make sure I make your everyday HAPPY with all my BIRDS Speech haha :D

Lastly,The CPR Lesson was really Fun. Have loads of fun with those mates and makes me laugh through out. I have learnt and hope i can really save a life and the feeling of it will be OMG !!...YEA :D HAHA

Great Day !!

2011-01-14T19:37:00.000+08:00

Today went to school as per normal with Shi Xuan !! Morning Lecture was kind of bored but fun studying with my classmates. The Lecture let us copy those slides but did not explain to us. How am i suppose to understand it ?? So after the Lecture, I went over to have lunch with Hui Qing and Malay Friends. After that, went to the Big space to sit where people will perform there. We One Class sit together and waiting for the Hip Hop to get started.When the thing start, almost half of the class TB went to learn Dance at the place where surrounded by Nitec Business School. Was so shy and scared ! But after long time spent over there with crazy friends, I enjoyed myself and had alot of fun. Right after the dance, played amazing race. Was raining so heavy and we run through it. Had really great fun playing amazing race and dancing with those mates.

Had A lot great fun and went back home around 4plus. Reached home 5.30pm and took a bath and right now online.So what makes me change my mind to stay in Tourism because of those Crazy Mates.At First I wants to transfer but i realize that they are really making the class liking each other and having fun in lesson so that is why it makes me set my mind to stay with TB. ( Talented Babies )

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=1522206701075&oid=170347713010438&comments

( Above is a short Clips which we are dancing, Red Color Polo is Me )

The Mates that makes me feel like staying on and continue the tourism course !! THANKS :D

Challenge is up ahead

2011-01-12T22:06:00.005+08:00

Stress Stress Stress, Headache Headache Headache !! Monday and Tuesday i am seriously so headache and stress about whether should i change my course !! So heard lot of advice and want to thank Joanne Teacher and Jun Yong for giving me advice and lastly my answer is not changing course anymore. Monday and Tuesday Orientation is so boring !! ...

Today school starts and it was amazing. I really had lots of fun and found out that my class people is seriously crazy de lol !! Every Lesson there will always be joke and laughter around it. Starting to love the class and I am going to be crazy like them sooner or later . Had request teacher whether ITE got Provide NYAA Gold and she said Yes.. So will be waiting for the form to filled up and NYAA GOLD HERE I COME !!... I am really excited .World is so small and My Friend is my Cousin's Neighbour haha :D

My Goals for 2011 before it ends :
1. Get My NYAA Gold Award
2. Change to a Kind and Social Person with Jokes and Laughter all over
3. Get GPA 4
4. Have Confidence to stand in front of Audience
5. Have a GREAT FUN with those Crazy Classmates :D

A New Challenge is up ahead !!

Me and Hui Qing

Future me :D

Shi Xuan and Me

A Helping Hand

2011-01-07T19:59:00.001+08:00

Today Was a wonderful that i had. Went over to Queenstown to buy FBT with Yi Xin,Shi Xuan and Stella. Saw two Lamborghini. ( Above Pictures of Lamborghini that i saw,is similar) !! After buying,went over to beach road and I am sad to see that i cant even find the Police Vest that i want. So went back to Simei to look for Shi Ling and suppose to eat Sakae but in the end we went over to eatr 18 Chef. Was so Joke over there and keep laughing and disturb Yi Xin all the way. After that head back home,bath and Online :D

Lending a helping hand makes me feel good. On the way to Queenstown,stand up to let those Aunties sit together.Second is saw a pouch on the bus seat as those children previously sat there and they change place infront of their mother so left the pouch behind and i told Yi Xin and she told me to Picked up and gave back to the children and found out that it was a Camera. I found out that everytime i help others, I always feel so happy and it feels like it brighten up my days. So those Kids's are from Other Country and i over heard that their mother says that Singaporean is a Caring Person. :D

The Day which i enjoy is today !! But I am so sad because i did not manage to find the Vest that i want !! :( I want to buy it for Display/ Cos Play !! ....But I just cant find it :( .... The Vest the I want :D

This are the two Lamborghini that I saw today !! :D 18 Chef Lunch/Dinner is NICE !....Had a Great Fun and Joke inside. Okay, Why am i thinking so many things now ?? I'm starting school next Monday. This is a Critical year for me because I have to Work Hard for six months and my aim is to get into Higher Nitec. Which is what i want to go. GO BIRD !! YOU CAN DO IT !! EVERYONE WILL SUPPORT YOU !!

2011-01-02T23:29:00.003+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR !!
A New Year Means New Start,New Life,New Friends,New Challengers,New Things Coming up and More .... But New Friends does not means Old Friends is gone !! Still have to keep in contact more often :D

Recently went for countdown 2011 at Pasir Ris Park with Hunks and Babes !! Had a really great fun but i miss the chance of going Marina BUT is okay !! :D Recently feel like Cos-playing with those handsome. What i hope to Cos-play is to be a Police Women which is so cool like the Rui En in the show " Unriddle " . So i will look for those things and maybe i will keep it for display !! :D

A New Year means New challenging stuff are coming up. As you all know that i will be studying tourism at ITE West and is quite far from Pasir Ris. So I might not be able to online that often and will be busy because i have to rush through the 1 year. The course is 1 year, so i really have to work hard and put in all my effort in it because my wish is to get into Higher Nitec ( Sports Management ). So i have to work very hard and strive for what i need/want. Challenging Things are coming up because will be in school from 8am-6pm and back home will be around 8plus. After that , have to study and do Homework then sleeping time. I seriously scared i have no time like now, what i am doing. I hope i can be like now relax and also work hard at the same time. So I will take up this Challenge for 1 year and do what i can. Just hope to keep in contact with the rest and anything,people you all can message me 24/7 :D

My Wishes for 2011 :
1. Get into Higher Nitec ( Sports Management )
2. Happy Family with Good Health
3. Keep in close contact with those Hunks and Babes out there !!

Parents went to Thailand ( Romantic,will be back tomorrow), Brother went over to Cousin House stay ( No Maria Song to hear every morning, PEACE ) and I stayed at home with Grandparents.Afternoon,went over to Elias Community to take my Bursary Award with Stella !! After That, went over to Whitesand buy things and back home . Reach home around 5plus,Bath and take Taxi down to Cousin's Birthday Party !! Was quite boring and went back home around 10plus to bath !! OMG, Seriously !! Why am i thinking so much ?? Why Suddenly I think so much ?? ARGH......

Yixin and Superwomen ( FBI)

Wei Chong,Itiel,Curvin,Desmond and Superwomen

Stella and Superwomen

Mei Han and superwomen

Sec 4'2010

Terrence and Superwomen ( 6 Years Friend)

Shi Ling and Superwomen ( Nuer )

Itiel and Superwomen

Superwomen !!

2010-12-29T20:08:00.000+08:00

Opps :x My Blog is so Dead !! Spongebob Bird is here to save the blog !!

Recently went to ITE West ( CCK ) for Tourism interview. Went there with Shi Xuan and Desmond. So went for interview and the teacher interviewed me is the one who called me and same surname as me ( If im not wrong ) .She asked me " Can you tell me what you know about Tourism ? " So i Replied her and after that nothing to say about i spoke around 5minutes. Then she told me that I need to speak up more and out of 400 people, only 100 people will get in to this course. After that she asked me " How long i take from Pasir Ris to travel here because it is quite far ? " I said i can make it and took about 1hour to reach there. I think she hint me that the school time will be from morning 8am - 6pm and my hair have to dye darker ... :p

Have done the Class video and upload those Taiwan Picture up on facebook do take a look :D Have nothing to post and hope 31 Dec will be a Memorable Day for me as it is the last day 2010. New Year will be coming and New Hope and Life will be arriving soon. New Starts is here and should forgive and forget those bad things happen in the past and have a memorable new start ! :D

I am wishing to go some place to do volunteer work because every time i do it, i feel so happy and i pity them too. Like That day Bee Poo Jie brought Stella and I to help Boys Bridge to give those Goodies Bag to Old Folks who live in One room flat. I feel so pity for them and i hope to do it every week or every month... :D

2010-12-20T09:49:00.000+08:00

I have been MIA for a few weeks..So will be posting from 10 Dec to 20 Dec !!

10 to 18 Dec ( Taiwan Trip )

First Day, wake up around 3plus as i could not sleep because i was exciting about the N level results and the trip. So stay awake until 5am, went to bath and went over to cousin house around 5.30am !! Together,went over to Changi Airport. Reach there and check-in and language while waiting for another cousin's family !! Went up to the plane and reach around 1plus in Taiwan ! We then took bus down to Caesar Park Hotel. ( we book the bus early so the whole is ours, is a small bus ) Went to check-in the hotel and went back to our room to put our bags,rest and went to Si Men Ting.( Night Market ) Bought alot of stuff and went back home around 10plus.

Second and Third Day, Wake up around 9plus. Went over to bath and set the day off !! Went over to eat and went to have a walk walk until night then went over to other night market again. The third day, went over to see flower and was so HOT !! And i wore sponge bob shirt, sponge bob hat and green geeks but i short of sponge bob watch and pants :D

Fourth and Fifth Day,went to shopping again and it was quite tiring but is fun to shop and buy more things back home !! So the following days still shopping and until Saturday, we went to buy some things and around 2plus, the bus arrive and fetch us all to Airport. We go to Taiwan is 3 Language but when we come back, we had 7 language . That is call shopping queens !! So reach home around 12plus and went to on computer and back to my beautiful bed. Over there at Taiwan, Our life style is EAT,SLEEP and SHOP !! Mostly is EAT because the food over there is SUPER NICE . :D

19-20 Dec

Sunday wake up around 9plus and unpack all my shirts and pants. Then eat my breakfast which was bought from central by my mum. After that went over to Cousin house to pass them things and around night,went over to eat a good meal at restaurant :D So today eventually,have to go take my results to see which course can i go . So hopefully i have plan to go what course :D

Airport

Caesar Park Hotel

Lunch on SQ

TAIWAN

The whole bus is OURS

Spongebob Theme with Cousin

The Museum

Smile Outside !! Hurt Inside !!

2010-12-01T20:36:00.000+08:00

Today was my Off day !! So stayed at home rest and mop the floor. Working at Swissotel is so fun because i could make some new friends and experience things !! Enjoy working with my friends :D Tomorrow and Friday will be working and have to stop and start work maybe after i am back from holiday !! Nothing to say as i have nothing to do.

Recently was down because i also do not know why !! BUT, it does not matter my mood,work and everything !! I am wondering, who is the most trusted one around me ?? I was thinking why i comfort people while no one comfort me !! Even is yes, but i think there is no use ?? I do not know why !! Forget it, just kept inside my heart all by myself !! Let me SEE, how long can i last :D

The Day that i will not Forget !!

2010-11-25T21:02:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was the day that i had enjoyed the most !! I went over to meet Itiel and Dominic in the afternoon to pass things. After that, meet Yi Xin and Shi Xuan and went over to my cousin house. Reach there around 2plus,so they get changed and hurried went down to Yuan Yuan Sister Shop to style their hair.While i waited for my Mum to come and then go up changed. After that style hair and go over to make up with Yi Xin. Finish Make up around 5plus and went back cousin house to get ready and wait for Lim Shuen to come. After that take cab down and we bought roses too.

The Guys over there was so handsome that i nearly cant recognize them.They are so handsome while we girls look mature. Those handsome finally grown up and we gorgeous grown up too !! The Dinner over there was Western and i think i prefer Chinese dinner because Western dinner some course is not that nice. Had really great fun with the games. HSC 2010 Rambo is Dominic Tay !! Was laughing when we make him look like a Rambo.He won because those Rambo do not know that we are checking on their Armpit Hair and they thought is who has the most muscle. Was laughing so loud and enjoying myself alot !! After the whole Prom, went over to Mac Donald to take a rest and went back home by bus.

Really took alot of photo and had a lot of great fun !! All the Best in your future and lets keep in touch together forever. :D

Before Make-Up

Macho Dominic

My Prom Date

My Handsome Guys

HSC Rambo

This is the Rambo that we need to help Dominic to do until look like this

Wild Wild Wet !!

2010-11-21T21:26:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went over to cousin house early the morning around 10plus to redye my hair. I was so tired because i slept at around 1plus. I oversleep in the bus :P and went over to Shuen's Bus Stop,so walk back home from there !! While as for today, was a family day for me. So went over to Downtown East Wild Wild Wet with my Mummy,Brother,Uncle,Aunty and four cousin.. Was having a great fun over there and some activities over there was really thrilling. I was sitting with Lydia cousin for the Slide Up. And when i started to go down, I feel like dropping and was quite scary. But after that when i shout out with Lydia, I feel good and no more troubles or something. So keep playing and went over to Tsunami and waiting for the wave. Quite fun as Vivian went over to 1.5/1.8m of water and she thought she can swim so she was struggling and nearly drown but lucky my uncle and brother go help her. Was really a great day out today with my cousin. So after Wild Wild Wet, went over to eat and go to play some games. Around 3plus, went back to Bedok and my brother brought a Iphone 4 !! After that head to Expo for the food fair then went back home bath and going sleep soon !!

Today had a great day and is super tired due to lack of sleep. Maybe I am frustrated because i am lack of sleep thats why i get it so easily. Had a Sun Burn mark on my body, so hope it wont be obvious on Prom day itself. :D Waiting for the day to come :D

2010-11-17T03:27:00.000+08:00

Memories pass through my mind again and again. It really is a memories which is too memorable to forget about it. Memories just flow through the past that i did and enjoy myself. It has been inside my mind and heart for a long time and had not share it before !! It is quite tough but i still can manage. No worries people, i am fine !! Nothing will hurts me as i am strong enough to manage. But one day i will not be able to manage !! HAHA

2010-11-16T13:17:00.000+08:00

Yesterday did not work so went over to Esplanade with Stella to watch Mr Govind and friends perform. It is so boring so we went over to Fullerton to walk around and Stella plan to go inside the Fullerton Hotel's toilet but in the end we never go because we don't dare go in... So went back to esplanade and the song really makes me sleep because is totally Indian song which i don't understand !!

Why every time i do have the feeling ?? How i just hope not to go and stay at home. But i will go because can have fun with them. I just have the feeling of don't want go !! Going out with them is seriously fun because no doubt no troubles and they are also funny. Where is Doralynn ?? Long time never see her and i miss everyone too !! I think i have to find someone which is suitable for me. Why the hell i keep thinking and thinking.

Had a dreams pass two days. Was with those guys like Curvin and few guys. They all want to take things from a house. Then they ask me to take but i don't dare because i don't want have police record.So ask them take themselves and after that a house on fire, i use the hose to save the fire. Is kind of weird dreams and yesterday had a dreams that i go every salon to ask them cut my fringe to side and dye my hair darker then my color now !! HAHA

Yea...Prom is coming soon !! Cant wait to see all my fellow and dear friends. Miss them so much !! Each Girls will have Prom Date. So Dominic will be my Date, Yixin's date is Curvin, Shi Xuan's date will be Francis and Shuen's Date will be Gabriel !! All is perfect match haha :D Cant wait for that day to come ASAP !! :D

2010-11-13T20:48:00.007+08:00

Have not been blogging for such a long long time. Recently, i am busy with my work and everyone also busy with working too. Did not have much time talking with my Friends,Sisters,Nuer and brothers. Do miss your alot !! Eventually now i am trying to improve on my speaking or typing !! For example, not to say any " Ma" and some broken English. Trying my best to speak or write good English.

Working as Banquet women is now interest me. I find out that this job is seriously so fun and i also enjoy myself over there as well as making more and more new friends. Yesterday, I partner with a Korean Girl and she is so cute and funny. Shi Xuan and I was joking with her and laughing together with her. I went to dye my hair again :D But hopefully i will dye another color again tomorrow !! ( Sunday )

Eventually, I was thinking what or which path should i go. Should i go into Police Force or Hospitality Line ?? Was thinking almost everyday. Making Choice is difficult but no matter what, I should follow my heart and just go for it without fail. But i just do not know which path should i go ?? But mostly i still will choose Police Force because now a days there is many murder or slashing case. I am worried about the people outside so i think i should protect them !! :D

Movie ticket with Yi Xin .. NC16 Movie

Shi Xuan and I

Me and my Cousin

My Cousin !!

2010-11-05T20:06:00.001+08:00

Hello,my dearest friends/ Nuer/ Best Friend/ Darling/ FBI/ Sister/ Brother out there, Miss me ?? Have not been blogging for few days because i have to work and gain experience as well as earn money and make friends. I am really starting to like this job as banquet because i can make more friends which makes me laugh till stomach pain,have fun and listen to those jokes.Yesterday is the day that i really enjoy alot as those guys out there is really making me laugh until my jaw will drop. They are seriously so funny while we were waiting to bring in the first dish in.As for the Over Time, it is so relax and is also having fun too. Have been having alot of fun over at the work place and is also looking forward to it almost everyday so i can see the person with Shi Xuan.

After work !! At round 1.20am

Times really pass that fast that now i am so close to those who work with me while those who did not i feel like they are really slowly far from me BUT i know this wont happen !! Have been busy and did not have much chat with my love ones. Yes,its you !! Don't try look around, is really you who read my blog.YES,you !! Did you miss me ?? Do leave a comment or text me when you are free to keep the relation as close as possible. Many things changes and i have not been updating myself !! Please do text me when you are free,really !! Misses everyone :'( have not been seeing them and talking to them.Just text me only !! No doubts No worries !! :D

Yea...is me with a boy !!

Macho GUY !!

Trying to kill me !!

OMG !! Am i really crazy of HUNKS ?? I think so bah,they look so attractive. Is time for me to find a guy which is just cool and nice. HAHA !! Shi Xuan and I are really crazy of hunk now a days. Go work is to gain experience and earn money but we go there is also to see guys or see which one HOT !! haha... This is so crazy liao lol !! So found a guy which is quite cute and nice !! haha.... :D

2010-10-31T21:48:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !! Today is my birthday and YET i am sleeping for the whole afternoon until now i WOKE up. Because i was so tired until eyes cannot be OPEN WIDE !! So from 12am till 10plus am, WHAT I DO ?? My family and Cousins was all awake and the adults were playing Mahjong until 1plus and my friends were playing cards. So around 2plus, ALL went to sleep and some went back home while Malvin,Boon Choon,Joshua,Curvin,Itiel,Hong Hoe,Teck Wei,Terrence and My brother was awake with my Aunt and Ah Boy !! So later they went to sleep and we TEENS was awake having chit-chat and BBQing. Was having a great day with them as they are really so funny. They take their shirts out and wear the Horror Mask and went into the room to pour water at Hong Hoe and Dominic because they were sleeping. So joke joke and around 6plus i was SO TIRED until my eyes really cant open. So went in and sleep on the bed. I took the little small space to sleep beside Hong Hoe as NO MORE SPACE for me to sleep in other room. So later all RUSH in and sleep so i was being pushed and i surrender. So let them sleep WHILE i go out and have a chat with Boon Choon. Later went in again and sleep in the table. Because really no space liao !! So later Joshua and Qin Pin woke up and they let me to take over there place. So sleep there and later 7plus some went back home le. Dominic,Hong Hoe,Curvin and Malvin was still there. Dominic and Malvin was fighting/playing on the bed and i sit there laugh. After that all woke up and started to pack things and get ready to check out and from there i went back home bath,open present and sleep !!

Thanks for those wishes and blessed by your. Really having alot of fun yesterday during the celebration. THANKS for your NICE NICE CAKE fight arh !! RUN the whole chalet and still get caught.Cake was awesome as most people helped me.. BIG THANKS TO Boon Choon,YiXin,Stacy,Benjamin for helping me to SMASH Stella and Desmond. Hahah !! Thanks Yixin for your saying !! After that went to bath and talk talk le. Was really having fun with you guys out there. This year is a tough year and yet yesterday i am enjoying.

My Birthday !! My Life !! My Friends !! Thanks all for your present.... I am SICK NOW :D

2010-10-28T22:49:00.000+08:00

To: Yi Xin Nuer/FBI <3
Today who's birthday ?? Ooooo is Yi Xin,My Nuer/FBI 's Birthday !!.... Happy Birthday to you :D Glad to know you for 4 years and i am happy to have you as my friend with no regrets.Thank you for everything when i am feeling down or feeling happy. I am appreciate with the things that i spend with you. Especially is the days that we are sitting together in class eating TWO BUN.. Remember my joke ?? Bun must eat two to keep it even so eat more and it will grow BIGGER haha....So next time we should buy and sit down eat together haha :D Hope you like the BIG BIG Bear which Boon Choon and I gave you. I hope the time we can rewind and do those things together. Wanted to tell you something which that " Everything you do,people will be at the back supporting you. Just remember get a trusted friend and tell all your unhappy things. Don't keep it to your heart and nothing will come out in the end de" All the best in everything you do :D Will always keep you in my mind and remember me as a JOKER or everyday who always make people laugh until get irritated :D

Sincerely,
Elizabeth,Bird

WOW !! Few more days to my birthday :D OMG !! I think this year birthday will be a unforgettable day which i will had. After a Unhappy,Stress,Hardworking,Fun,Sad feeling of this year, finally the fun has come. Hope it will be a enjoyable one. Was glad to have all my friends supporting me through out this tough years.Because i have been facing alot of problems the first few months and also struggling with my N levels. But when end of year comes, i just realize that it is becoming more and more happy. No more trouble in me and i am feeling almost HAPPY mood everyday. I am glad to live with a HAPPY and FUNNY life as it is so simple with no troubles coming on in my mind.

Yesterday a trip to Sentosa was awesome BUT there is no HUNK over there. If there is hunk, i will ask for number and take picture with him. But SADLY don't have. Really enjoy going there to celebrate Yi Xin's birthday.

My posting style with Curvin Mong but Itiel's EXTRA hand over there

Longest stick

NICE post !! WAH...I so chio JOKING :D

Emoting...

2010-10-25T21:21:00.001+08:00

Headache about present ?? No worries, i have plenty of ideas :D

Wishlist :
Phiten Necklace
Guitar things
Soft Toys which can bring it to camp or overseas
Go for Halloween

Okay..thats all for my wishlist. :D This whole week will be busy going out and celebrating birthdays !!
Heard alot of things from it and i think that it is becoming worst... close it down better bah !! It is such a waste..

Dominic and I

My LAME friends

Nuer and I

Itiel Kor and I

Yixin,Mr Rafi and I

2010-10-25T00:21:00.002+08:00

Today was so tired as i went out ALL DAY LONG !! Woke up around 9plus and went to temple with Grandmother and parents.Over there was so BORING zzzz , suddenly saw a old car which is SUPER DUPER NICE. After temple, went back home changed and went to meet my aunt at tampines with my mummy. Went over to Osmose buy clothes then shop around there. Hope to find a prom dress but did not manage to found one. After that, back to cousin house to rest for a while then went to the temple to settle my dinner over there.Just come back home around 11plus and straight go for a nice bath. So tired that tomorrow have to wake up early to do housework because later 2pm have to go out :D

This one week i am so busy with my work and once i am free, i suddenly feel that everything has changed.ONE WEEK, ONE WEEK JUST ONE WEEK.... everything has change RIGHT in my eyes. WHAT THE HELL IS THIS !! Why everything changes so fast like a bird fly pass.I HATE IT MAN !! How i wish i can say a " HATE" word right infront of it or maybe i need to release my anger so i need to go DO SOMETHING !! Forget it then , over is over.. WHAT CAN I DO !! What i can do is to sit there,watch and see !!
Few more days to my birthday SO i hope my wishes will come true and those unhappy things will GET OFF MY SIGHT !! I don't wish to see it again because it makes me more and more angry :D

Wishlist :
Phiten Necklace
Guitar stuff
Above is some wishlist, BUT your can share among yourself arh :D If cannot then is okay, because i going buy myself hahaha !! Cause some keep asking me what i like so this is what i like :D

2010-10-23T01:02:00.000+08:00

Hello People...Sorry for not blogging for a long days as i am busy working at Swiss Hotel on Wednesday,Thursday,Friday and Saturday. Wednesday and Thursday was overall good and get to know a guy but did not manage to add him on facebook. So today was a really TOUGH challenge for me as at first i thought no one helped me. BUT there is two guys came and they helped me at the start BUT at the end, left with a Singaporean Macho guy while i do not know where the hell the china guy is. I was like What the hell, haven finish he go already. And left with I do the whole four tables with a macho guy. I was busy until i did not have the chance to go for toilet as i really really super urgent because when i want to go, alot people ask me to take drinks all this.At last, i hope can add the macho guy and thanks him. Or else i will be DIED by NOW !!! Hope tomorrow saw the guy and add him on facebook :D

Everyone need to have TRUST !!

2010-10-18T21:36:00.001+08:00

Hello !! Today was such a boring day as i got go stay at home to do housework. Woke up around 10plus and it was raining so i went back to sleep again until 12pm i woke up. Had a wonderful dream :D Woke up and went to eat my breakfast/lunch. After that started doing house work until 4plus then manage to take a good rest and watch my favorite programs. Right now going to make a class video again because i seems bored so plan to do it and it is for fun !!

Yesterday was a great day as went over Tiong Bahru Holiday Inn Hotel for training with Hong Lan, Terrence, Amy, Bao Yi, Hong Hoe, Yi Xin and my Brother.Went over there for training and the Edmund was such a joker. The training was fun but not bored. BUT the rest seems to be so bored because some have attend training too at the other hotel like me. I just find it interesting when the way he talk.After that some went shopping,some went home and I went over to my cousin house to look for them and my mummy. Rest over there awhile and went over to temple for dinner. The dish was awesome and i seated with Vivian and Lydia. They are so naughty yesterday, I do not know why. They just keep running here and there, making some stupid nonsense. So went back around 12plus to bath. While i think those three kids will go back to eat the cane !!

Trust is the key point that everyone should have. Once you have trust, everyone will trust you with everything and is relieve to ask you for help. Once trust is lost, it will just be lose and is difficult to gain back again. So do treasure the trust !! Everyone will changed, so do accept the fact and just continue your journey. The key and rights is all in your hands, so just do whatever you want BUT don't do the wrong things :D

Really touch with those teachers advice and speech. Thanks alot for all your teaching and realy glad to know your. 4T1'10 is really a BEST CLASS and hope all of your will have a GOOD FUTURE. http://vimeo.com/15919018

2010-10-17T01:21:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was the graduation ceremony. And was glad that after 4 years in secondary school, i have graduate with proud. Have taken pictures with my classmates and teachers but i will miss those juniors,teachers and friends who spent this four years guiding and be friend with me. Hope to see your soon and do miss me as i will miss your too.

Today woke up and went over to my cousin house to eat as i have not eaten any thing from morning till 2plus as there is no stall selling vegetarian here. So around 5plus went over to temple and get changed with the clothes. Was so big and had to fold my sleeves up. After that see see and about 10plus went over to the East Coast Beach to sent some God back home. After sending, all rush to take the bus back to temple. There are like few hundreds of people going up the stage and take the bus from there. The so called " stage" is full and most people have to wait at the other side of the road as cars need to move. I really pity those CISCO POLICE because those Kia Su people is seriously scared that the bus will fly and they just cross like that. The police is so headache with them. few by few cross and later a CROWD of people just cross like that. Police have to whistle and scold them so they will not cross and let those cars cross first. Bus to the temple then my uncle fetch My mum and I home. Bath and now online !! Tml have to go for training. :D

Hey !! No worries arh, don't care whatever they says. Just know what you are doing and care about yourself rather then others. Whatever they say don't make it affect your mood and make your mood go swing swing swing :D SMILE !!

2010-10-11T22:49:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was a great day as i went to work around 4plus. Went there with Terrence,Curvin,Hong Hoe,Teck Wei,Shuen,Hong Lan,Joshua and Dominic. Uniform that we wore was okay okay but when come to 6pm. All is separated into different hall as there is 6 wedding in Fairmont Hotel. I was the one who is luckiest that no one who i know partner with me. So went alone but make some new friends. My group was China people and Malaysia people. So 5 people took care of 4 tables. They make my life easy,therefore they make me serve drinks to customers only. Was so funny that we went to behind kitchen eat those food which we have divide and serve to customers but there is still left over while we divide it. After work, RUN to MRT with Terrence,Dominic,Curvin,Shuen and Hong Lan in order to catch up the last MRT. After that, took a taxi home !! :D

Today was an awesome day too as went for shopping at Orchard Road,313,ION,Far East and Bugis with Joshua,Malvin,Hong Hoe,Itiel,Yixin and Dominic. So was tired after walking but in the end bought a Belt and some necklace. Actually went to shop for Prom Clothes but did not manage to find any nice dress but even if we found, the price is SUPER NICE. Was so tired but enjoy myself with them. Joke,chat,Disturb was all around. This is what i want when going out :D

Finally Friday i am going to get my Graduation Cert and I HAVE GRADUATED :D

Special thanks to YI XIN because she help me to change my blog skin.. THANKS :D LOVE YA

2010-10-07T21:16:00.003+08:00

Last Lesson of Tuition with my tuition teacher and i find that the moments with her teaching me was so awesome. She saw me growing up from primary 5 till now and knowing me so well !! I do still remember the day we met was in Primary five and i am still small and now i have grown up. Laughter and Joy we had during the tuition is making me feel like going back to the past. It is the same goes to Schoolmates too.

Days always come to an end that everyone will go separate ways as we own have our own livings. We were once Friends/Best Friend/Classmates/Buddy/Teacher and Student relation.Days will always come and we own have our own live.Started to recall the growth,fun and laughter which we had.Those who watches me from small till now it is really a wonderfultime spending with you and seeing me growing up is making you happy and also missing each other :'( Seeing everyone growing up and changing from a playful child to a Mature Adult is shows that everyone has changed and growing up to become a successful person.

Tomorrow will be the last paper and no more studies or rather tuition/classes. Means that we have to become independent and whatever things we do, we have to do by our own and make the right decisions and go to a correct path.Times that we have spent will always come to end but friendship will never ends. As we go on, we will remember those times that we had spent together. Lives change, we have to go on. FRIENDSHIP WILL NEVER ENDS !!

Hope to keep in contact with your when we go to our separate ways and live with your own livings. :D

2010-10-04T21:56:00.002+08:00

FINALLY !! N level Paper is left with 3 more papers to GO and say goodbye to those BOOKS :D Today science and EBS was awesome. Science i think i have confidence i can get a grade B or C. Hence EBS i thing i can pass because is quite difficult. After Science paper went over to Just Asia to eat and head back to school for EBS paper around 1.30pm. End paper around 3.30pm and head back home to watch TV. After that went for a jog with Wesley,Terrence and Itiel. Was watching Soccer with Terrence and Itiel kor and was like SO FUNNY !! Itiel is so irritating and keep making the sound until i laugh. I find that the match is SO NOISY.. haha :D

Left with Maths and CPA paper and ENJOYMENT here i come :D Will be waiting for the paper to pass fast and i can relax and DO WHAT I WANT !! Going to look for jobs and earn money to spend for myself :D FINALLY no science and do not need to headache about it. NOW maths is one of my favorite and will be waiting for the paper. After the paper, will be hoping time PASS fast as i can SEE my outcome of the results that what i have learnt during these four years :D

2010-09-25T20:49:00.002+08:00

BIG Bike with SMALL girl

Super Man/Women

Today was quite awesome day as went over to cousin house bring them to tampines to buy things and walk walk. So suppose to meet Yi Xin Nuer but seems like she not free so not so good to ask her just come and pass me the popular card. Went to eat Mac Donald first and went over to Toy'R us play play abit then go inside Popular. Went inside so long as those two keep going around looking at things which took around 30minutes inside. Was so frustrated as they took too long to buy things and choose things. After that went to play arcade at T1 till 4pm. Took MRT back home le. Went to Bedok and have dinner at Pizza Hut then walk around NTUC before going back home. Reach home around 8pm,went to bath and online. Today did not manage to study so tomorrow will be staying at home all day long to study. Birthday is coming and hope to get a chalet :(

2010-09-23T19:52:00.004+08:00

Okay..my Photo of rock climbing has arrived back again... This is just for Joke or laugh only but some is true :D

Hello Peeps !!! My N level is just 10 more days away and here come my first paper " SCIENCE" . Is quite a paper which i am not good in, But i will still put in ALL my effort in it. Today was a LEARNING day for me as i don't know what makes me wake up and i was so hard working in my science and maths. Especially science, i keep asking teacher and i think no patient le because i keep asking those basic question...HAHA !!

Recently i do not know WHY , i keep thinking of taking up a Part time trainer job. I think i am so URGE to join trainer. I think after i take the NYAA silver i feel like passing down the values that i learnt to juniors so that they can have good values and walk into a good road like me :D ( Joking) As well as i can enjoy and make friends with those trainers and also those students who go for camp. Actually i suddenly feel like teaching is so good !! Can pass down knowledge and have fun at the same time. I WANT GO CAMP AND HAVE FUN !! CAMP CAMP CAMP CAMP....I miss ROCK CLIMBING BELAYING......

2010-09-21T19:01:00.003+08:00

Few more days to go and here comes the N level. After N level, we are leaving school which means we have grown up. October 15 we will be having our Graduating ceremony and i feel sad because i will surely miss my friends where we had fun and memorable things together. JUST suddenly feel so sad that i am leaving the school. Finally, I have grown up and move on with my life. Which means when i go for ITE, I am really independence and whatever comes to my mind, i have to make my own decisions and make my own path to go. Graduating Day will be the day i wear the Graduating clothes and i think it feels really fast for me. Time Pass fast and Memorable things will come to the end. I really HOPE, I CAN STILL KEEP IN CONTACT WITH MY FELLOW DUDES AND BABES OUT THERE !!! AND NOT TO LOSE ANY CONTACT WITH THEM :D w

There are big ships and small ships. But the best ship of all is friendship. Treasure your friendship and don't lose it. I hope to have fun with your and stay together as one. NOW, have fun with your fellow friends. Friends , Choose the correct path in your life and go for it. Whatever you do, you have to put in more effort in it to make it successful :D

2010-09-18T20:12:00.003+08:00

Hello !!! Before i go MIA again...got to blog. N LEVEL is just 2 weeks 4 days time. I really have to buck up my science as what Itiel Kor and Kelvin bro says. I really need to put in more effort on it in order i can pass well. After the talk the Kelvin given me, It feels like it waken me up and i am going to put in more effort in it. He says that " Nitec Cert cannot help me in Police and If i don't put in more effort on in, How am i going to continue." Therefor, It waken me up and i should really NOW buck up in every subject to aim for what I want.

Today was an AWESOME day. Wake up around 7plus to prepare everything and set off to Itiel's bus stop. Went to meet Itiel Kor, Terrence Kor and Hong Hoe Kor. After that we all jog to Pasir Ris park and it was tired for me. At first, Itiel waited for me then later he run so fast like a superman cannot see him then Hong Hoe waited for me and slowly jog to where Desmond is. After that went to eat Subway and went back home for a GOOD bath. After my bath,went to take a nap and wake up around 3pm to eat my lunch. After lunch, went to do my maths book and 10 years series of science.

2010-09-13T21:12:00.004+08:00

Today was an AWESOME DAY !! Firstly, I am glad to announce that i have gotten my Bronze and Silver NYAA certificate. It is not a go over there take ceremony...is teacher come our class and pass it to us. I find it so stupid, Because i was hoping to go to the ceremony to take myself :( But i still happy because after a Hard work, fun, Enjoyable and Memorable, I finally get it because i have long wanted to get it le :D It let my reminds of the PTC, Camps and Many more.

Secondly I am also way too happy to say that i have improve a lot in my 2.4km run. I just went for a run at Meridian Junior College with Itiel and Stella. So manage to run 2.4km in 13min40secs. previous run was 17min07secs. It is quite a big improve and i am going to work hard on it and strive for what i want in order i can get into Police academy and can survive during those training.

Today went to Bugis, Peninsular Plaza and Marina Square. Went for shopping and Itiel brought a shirt while Yi Xin Nuer and I brought a geek specs. Went to play Pool after that and overall it was awesome going out with Terrence Kor, Shi Xuan Mei, Desmond Kor , Itiel Kor and Yi Xin Nuer. :D

2010-09-07T19:34:00.007+08:00

Second Day of N level. Yesterday and today listening was seriously making me headache as we have to listen classical music for 30mins in order the listening can start. Tomorrow will be English paper 1 and 2. Hope i did well and not nervous. :D

Today was a day whom i am very very embarrass in the cinema. When to watch Grown-Up with Ephraim, Yi Xin,Clarice,Shi Xuan,Gina and Desmond. So firstly went in and i do not know that we book the last three of back row which is COUPLE SEAT. I was like OMG !! So i seat with Yi Xin and i find that is quite nice because the seat is bigger and can relax. The show was so AWESOME and makes me laugh most of the time. When the show end, Desmond suddenly stand up and shouted " BIRD,GOT HUNK LEY" All the people are looking at me and my head went face down. So i walk out with face down as it was so shy that he dare even shout "Bird, got hunk ley" Like telling everyone i love hunk. So embarrassing and my first time someone shout this at me when the people in the cinema haven started leaving.After that went back home rest and took a nap :D

What am i doing ?? When am i deeply into this ?? Should i let go or just hold it :D I do not know why i so deeply in it !! I just fall in it and every day if i am sad or whatever i just need *** power in order i am not scared or whatever. When ** talked to me, i just feel very energetic !! Now ??? I really falling ** **** liao !! LAUGH LAUGH :D Hazzz :(

2010-09-02T19:35:00.003+08:00

Chef Signature

Final Presentation- Cup cakes

Group Picture

5 Chef presented a Chef hat :D

Today was the last day of Elective and it was so enjoyable. New chef here again to take over the chef which is plum who went over to Egypt on Tuesday. Today i am serious NERVOUS for the presentation. Was like washing those utensils and later hit and drop all. Quite nervous as i do not know why. So in the end, finish my cooking class and i got the trainee award which is a chef hat. So this period of time i enjoy very much and i find that the lesson is too short and fast. Exciting things will always pass fast and i really enjoy very much. Get to know a few chef which is Kind,Handsome,Nice,Cool and Caring . CULINARY ROCKS !! It makes me feel like going Shatec to learn pastry haha...BUT police still the BEST i think :D

2010-08-27T21:25:00.004+08:00

These few week did not blog as i was having my preliminary for my N level. One week preliminary was awesome as we do it in MPR2 and time pass fast. All Subjects are really easy BUT today's science was HORRIBLE !! Paper 1 was so easy like A PIECE OF CAKE but Paper 2 is DIFFICULT until i leave alot of blanks in it. So was like OMG !! Preliminary is finally over and is waiting for my results to come out. Hope when i see my marks, My face will FULL of JOY and HAPPINESS. One week rest and N level is starting during September holiday :D

Today after science went back home rest and later 2plus went to bath and get ready to go cousin house. Reach there around 4pm then went to fetch Lydia and Aloysius with Vivian. Went in the school and saw the them i was laughing as they wear uniform very funny haha... After that fetch them from school then went back bath and head to Singapore Expo. Went to Hall 3B to look at those travel exhibition and they are really cute haha...Take the flyer,balloon and things here and there. We all went to check out the price and Aloysius sit alone at the counter there playing then later i want to bring him over and saw him standing in the middle of the Dynasty Travel company crying like lose kid because he thought we go off then looking for us. So i called him and he stop crying le hahah :D Took him over and never cry liao !!! After that went to eat dinner and i was suffering as the food mostly is SPICY only chicken wing and meat is not spicy. I was like eating the bean and got abit spicy. I keep drinking cold water together with Lydia because we all suffering like HELL !! HOT until i stomach pain NOW :(

2010-08-18T21:17:00.004+08:00

The Color of the other dog which the women hold is this but the dog type i not sure if is this.

This is so called the BLACKY Retriever But is not this type of dog

Today was quite a bad day as i read the Horoscope and it tells me to control my temper over a small things. Indeed is true and Desmond make me angry. Ask Him to sweep the floor he dont want was like he scold me abit and i was so angry i think. Preliminary is just 5 days from now and i am trying to work hard and aim to the highest of all. I am going take this challenge and something make me so motivation that i have to work hard and pass well and also get HIGH MARKS for my N level. This is also one of my wishes in the blog. :D

After School went over to Tampines with Nashira and Itiel. So later went to buy thing and went back home with Itiel Le. We walk to interchange to take Bus 81 and we saw K9 Unit over there training there dog. So was like so cool !! The police officers with grey beret was over there was looking. First the golden retriever dog went over to the rubbish bin to bite the bag because it suspect got "bomb" so check check and then a officer throw a ball and the dog was so ACTIVE. The Police Women from K9 Unit throw the ball and let the dog catch. Was like so cool as the Women seems abit fat but i think is muscular not fat bah...hahah !!! Then later got a Black dog come so Itiel was like Keep saying that that was a BLACKY Retriever. I was laughing as it was so funny lol....He anyhow name the dog haha :D Damn funny !!! So later went back home rest,do homework then later go for a bath. Bath finish went for dinner and off to tuition. After that went to West Plaza as Itiel dont know how to choose GOOD Onion haha...HE Joke again about BLACKY Retriever haha :D Itiel is such a JOKER !!!

2010-08-12T21:10:00.003+08:00

This few days have not been blog dont feel like blogging. Today i went to Meridian Junior College with Boon Choon, Itiel,Doralynn and Desmond( he just came by see). SO Itiel never run as he was sick, Doralynn and Boon Choon run one round tired and Desmond come see see only SO i am the only one running. I run 6 rounds with the timing 17 min 07 secs. I was so tired and out of breadth but manage to run non-stop. This time i achieve my goals and the next thing to do is to work on my timing :D While i was running,i motivate myself through *something* and i achieve my goals through this way. Prelims is just 2 more weeks away and i am going to STUDY HARD :D

2010-08-05T21:06:00.003+08:00

These few days is a quite challenging problems for me. Is feeling very ......... as i do not know what to do. I tried to solve it but i think i better don't care these problem because it makes me more trouble,hurts and think too much will make me feel more uneasy. So i feel headache past few days i think is due to this problem bah. But i wont think too much anymore as i have release these problems by running around the running track 5 rounds just now. I am really improving my standard as last week i run 4 rounds and after that my stomach hurts but TODAY i run 5 rounds and nothing happen. Means my standard is getting better and next round will be 6 rounds to train my 2.4km with timing :D Hope i can be better every now and then and my fitness is good so in order i can make it in SPF and training will be easy instead of tough :D

Problems by problems. Cannot be solve and now i am kind of ******* with *** . I don't understand why i will think this way but maybe i really really think too much le. This year is quite a really challenging year as i have alot of things to face example, N level preparation, Friends problem and more. But the fun is still over there just that alot problems is coming straight to me this year. How i wish that i can faster finish this year and a new year come with a good and trouble less year. But i will still miss the times and joy with my classmates and friends just that i don't like having problems in my mind. I just want to live with a care free life with my BF/Classmates/Best Friends caring and sharing with me hahaha :D

2010-08-02T19:10:00.005+08:00

Sunday 1 August 2010

Saturday NDP pictures

Haha...this is the picture...saw the POLICE uniform group leader is a WOMEN haha :D

Me and Yi Xin Preview ticket :D

Yea Taufik haha...so Handsome

Sunday 1 August 2010

Yesterday was quite a awesome day as i went for BBQ farewell party for Michael and fellow classmates. It was a non-stop raining day and cause Teachers did not turn up and we were all under the rain the whole day. Was quite fun with my fellow friends as we eat,BBQ,talk,play,ride bicycle together. I really enjoy the day as i need to enjoy it due to last year and have to treasure the PRECIOUS MOMENT :D So around 8plus, went to cycling with Curvin,Hong Hoe,Boon Choon, Wei Chong with Yixin and Itiel with Stella. So was like cycle to the end and sudden Boon Choon saw something chasing after the last person. So was like OMG, we faster u turn and run back to the pit le. Went back home around 8 or 9plus. Walk out to the take a cab with Yixin,Stella,Gina,Hong Lan,Syhami,Itiel,Boon Choon and Zhi Hong. Was so called " Fun and scary".... Hahah was walking along the dark area while Hong Lan and Yixin was scared. So some guys go disturb like shout and then Hong Lan shout make until Yixin want cry haha..... Was like keep shouting,in scared while walking haha....Took alots of pictures yesterday and will post on facebook :D

Saturday 31 August 2010

Eventually Saturday went over to NDP preview with Yixin. Before that went over to cousin house before meeting Yixin at Bedok Platform . So the parade was so AWESOME and nice. Took loads of pictures and videos too. Was quite shook that our trainer Yi Hui is the girls brigade of the leader. As her face was shown big on the LED screen while the uniform group match off the parade. I am also shook that there are 3 police women in the parade with police platoon and the leader of it was a female too. I was like OMG !!! And i told myself that i am going to be in this parade ONE DAY :D hahah :D

2010-07-28T19:53:00.004+08:00

Blazer...

Me and YIXIN FBI

Curvin and Me :D Ps my collar no one tell me

Me with blazer, i am so proud..i have GROWN up

Me and Boon Choon Kor

Today was an amazing day but sadly we had some misunderstanding of things. So everything was alright and after school some have oral. So at around 3.30pm, went over to library to take individual picture of ourself for graduation year book. I was wearing blazer and at that moment...I suddenly felt that i have finally grown up and is graduating soon. Time pass fast and right now i am wearing an blazer taking picture. This is really fast and wearing blazer is so cool and i am proud of myself wearing it. So i am going to work hard on it and strive for university and wear a graduation or blazer when i graduate from University :D I am really so touch that i wore a blazer and finally graduate....If i am not wrong when we are taking our result i will CRY because i really miss secondary school :D

2010-07-27T21:03:00.003+08:00

Today after school went over to Tao Payoh with Shixuan, Hong Lan, Yi Xin and Me. Took bus 81 to Koven and on the way was so Funny that Shixuan sudden pop out a question which make us laugh like no one's business ( not so loud ) . The question was really really funny hahah.....So took MRT and there are two escalator going down and two going up. So Shixuan,Yixin and me took the second and the third one beside is up but she don't know. Shi Xuan told her but she still go and when she go she was like OMG !! she scared and faster come up was so funny that we LAUGH again. (Joke of the day) So whenever we take escalator go up or down we will tell her the opposite way, example: we going up the escalator,we tell her " Hong Lan wrong escalator,you should take the going down escalator " hahah... Reach the SPH News Centre,collect tickets then cab down to Tampines le. On the way, saw a ORANGE LAMBORGHINI drive pass and i was like STAN there and was OMG !!!!

Reach Youth Reach talk to Christine then go for tuition. After tuition went to play the Coke and Mentos experience. Was so fun hahah, then heard some advice from Charlene that i should do Police first then do event management. So have to study hard,play hard,exercise hard and concentrate hard :D After that,went back home to change and meet Stella,Itiel and Terrence for a run. Saw the Hai Sing teacher which attach to our school for 10 weeks then now in Meridian JC. He was like OMG !!! Running like some pro runners was amazing de lol. Basically i RUN 4 rounds Non- STOP and had a stomach pain after that. WAS seriously in PAIN until like cannot breadth like that. It was my first time lol, so pain and nearly cannot breadth. Run back home then i never eat dinner so was like stomach still pain too :D But now okay le :D

Alvin Chu is going in to the Army this coming monday. So when i first knew him, i was ??? as i was suppose to be his assistance cause of Phillip. So was like join the captain ball and some water game. Captain ball we was like challenge each other. Was so challenging and hope to challenge each other again. Knew him and he thought me science and i find that i have improve alot after his lesson. Thanks alot Alvin :D You are really great and first time you taught me i was like everything don't and cannot make it hahah...But now i am like liking science too i don't know why hahha...So thanks for your present and remember go NS must share NS story to me and keep in contact haha...Remember HOR DUDE !!! :D BIG THANK TO YOU :D

Today is a day which i LAUGH alot and enjoy myself alot. I was laughing almost every minutes and my jaws are pain ahha :D

2010-07-26T20:15:00.002+08:00

Yea...Hong Kong DUDE :D

Taken on friday but today ??

Today was what a LUCKY day. Was scolded by Mr Gng because of the class is so noisy and Vice Chairman don't know go where. In the end, I got scolded and this was the second times. Was like so SCARY when he shouted and we have to walk around those classes 3 times as someone( i dunno who) go say left,right,left after the first round that we suppose to end. Dude and Babe PLEASE don't give trouble anymore le because we are sec4 le don't keep talk talk and try to keep you GOD mouth shut. Thanks :D i don't want get scolded again :D Was suppose to watch movie today but don't have the movie so went back home le. Sleep awhile then Alvin called me tell me something happen so was like ???? Then was like you guys too much haha :D So babe no need scared arh,whatever thing come find me :D Will always by your side haha !! Was GOD DAMN HAPPY today as i won some ticket haha :D YESH ;D

2010-07-24T22:10:00.007+08:00

Yea...one team

Me..with Kimberly behind

Me with Hong Kong student

Mr Gng and Me

Coey Mei and me

Me with specs

Me and Chan Man Lok ( Hong Kong Dude) He so handsome haha

Benjamin kor and Me

Kimberly and Me ....Alvin extra

Me,Shiling and Charlene

Yixin,Kimberly,Me BABESSSS

Yixin,Phillip( Police), Me

Today went over to my cousin house after my tuition. Cab down and reach there play with them and go bedok central walk walk...The three of them are really making me headache as their hands are itching and 2 of them are naughty. OMG !!! want buy things here and there,Run here and there, Touch here and there no wonder their mother cannot bring those three out together....As their mother went shopping so My Mum,Brother and I took care of them. At night, went for a dinner and the food are delicious. Have a great and wonderful dinner :D

I think twice the whole day and also heard from a Police Officer which is also from NT class,he is wonderful as he says that police now a days can wear like Ah Beng like that walk around malls just that your don't know and the sir is one of them. He wear own clothes and walk around malls. His fringe is really long and on that day he comb all the way back and looks like a nude nude guy. It is so amazing....Seems like i am really want to join the Police Force BUT i still scared very Ma fun for girls ley ????

Hello !!!

2010-07-23T22:28:00.002+08:00

Today was so tired and went for Youth Reach Open House with Terrence as He and Yixin is the MC for the day. I was Asher of the team leader and i find it good as i lead a group of monkeys. But the bad part is SOME don't listen to leader's instruction,is so difficult to handle them. But luck got Michael to help. So was quite tired and was enjoying with Christine,Hong Lan,Stella,Desmond,Terrence,Coey,Shi Ling,Phillip,Alvin Chu,Charlene Heng,Yi Xin and Many more...Kimberly Meagan,Benjamin Lee and Gabriel performance was really great. Nice singing :D OMG !!! I really cant believe that i talk to a Police Officer and he give me lots of advice on it. He asked me to join Police Force as the first 2 years will be suffering but the rest of years will be great as you will command people. He give me some advice that i should really study hard and just join Police force. This really makes me really want to join :D It is so tempting haha :D But i really scared i cant take the suffering and no time meeting up with friends or rather no holidays as police seldom have Leave or time to meet friends or family de...This is what i scared about :D

2010-07-19T20:43:00.004+08:00

My favorite picture which I LIKE :D

Today went over to semei then to tampines to buy things. Took the WRONG side of the bus 38 and was like WTH !!! So change to other side take to tampines buy something. Went back home after that and while going tampines,some SMU students came and ask us for donation then get a balloon. Then was like we walk she follow so like just donate lol if not she keep follow then like abit pai seh so we donated. Was quite headache because today is not a day to go out. Firstly was very tired,Secondly was quite unhappy with the wrong bus because so tired le then we take wrong bus,thirdly some so slow buying things so quite headache due to no mood for shopping :D

What should i write for my year book ?? I am suppose to write few lines about myself. I think my sentence will be " I am a girl which is friendly,kind and easy going. Love to make people around me to enjoy my jokes and laugh with me.Hai Sing has taught me the spirit of never give up and some values which is kept in my mind forever. Life is always full of challengers and i wish to challenge myself in everything i do." Comment if i wrote something wrong or i should change thanks :D

2010-07-18T20:19:00.004+08:00

Lonely...

Today's weather was very good !! Had a nice dream but in the end the dream is just a DREAM. My dream was like going to Bintan with Phillip,Yixin,Shahri and many more..Went there relax for one day and was like going there for swimming,Rock Climbing and have fun.So i was thinking that today is sunday and i am late for my tuition so no need to go le...But when i wake up see my time,it was just 7plus.... i was like !!!!! ,how i wish the dream will come true.

Today was a boring day as i went for tuition came back home have to mop floor, vacuum floor and iron clothes. When my mummy came home,she ask me why haven finish because she want bring me go find my Aunt as she bought a Sony Ericsson X10. Then she was like in rush and dun wait for me ask me go alone. I was so irritated and don't want go le. Therefore i stay at home watch TV. Was like when come to advertisement, I was like keep thinking many things.

I was like desperate for ............ I also don't know why ley, Time pass really fast when i Enjoy but time pass slow when i want to achieve my goals.. I keep thinking of many things when i look through alot of things. WHY!!! Seems like i so lonely hahah :D I dont want to seems lonely by one side hahah :D Picture above is not really Lonely arh :D

2010-07-16T20:37:00.003+08:00

Recently never blog because i am either busy with tuition,Homework,studying or talking to friends. And really lazy to blog :D So happen alot of things and past is past do not wish to talk about it again. Now i do know that hating someone is really tired and also hard to hate. I am going to start my Values "Forgive and Forget" le. Now i am going to TRAIN myself up by not saying any bad words,learn MORE values,saying those POLITE words. I need to Build myself up with this so that i wont get easily angry and many more which alot people would like it. I am going to change myself and will see my NEW side. :D Going to strive for everything no matter is difficult or easy i will DO MY BEST in everything. Life is always of Challenging things. It is just how you see it !! Respect is another thing which everyone seriously need it. People respect you therefore you should respect back...This is what i learnt, Your really have no Values lol...TREAT senior like that de...HAZZ Disappointed :(

Today i was so scared of my test as i last minute then study. So when i saw the paper, it is REALLY easy like a piece of cake. I try my best and mostly i have confidence i will get marks. I realize don't judge everything so difficult just look into it and try your best to study for it and you will have CONFIDENCE in it and will pass with flying colors.

Yesterday 15/07/10

Yesterday was a AMAZING day. My partner was Boon Choon for cooking. And it is really fun and while cooking,he accidentally add TOO MUCH pepper. In the end,it is Macaroni Pepper Cheese instead of Macaroni Cheese. Went home was like OMG...All is pepper haha. Chef was really awesome and i think chef is really best but you have to sacrifice your holiday :D

2010-07-10T21:54:00.003+08:00

This is the vest that i wear :D

Had a really GREAT dream i ever had. The dream was all about Police. I was in a bus with Phillip Driving,Gwen,Charlene sitting in the bus taking a look out while Itiel,Hong Lan, A guy i don't know who. Itiel,Hong Lan was suppose to go to a mall with Police vest, Shot Gun hanging on the body like CID they tie some straps with the gun. So i was like wanted to go help them as i think Hong Lan cant make it. So i ask Gwen to approve me to go with Itiel they all to help them catch thieves.Therefor, Gwen help me put on Bullet Vest,Gun straps,Pouch. So later Phillip drop me at the shopping centre there while i rush to look for them. On the way saw some CID people catching bad guys but they cant get him...i rush to them and i caught the guy and make him lie on the floor while his one hand at the back. Then the bad guy hand go scratch my hand. So Officer came and scold the CID people..."why your cannot catch a bad guy while the girl which refer to me can catch"...After that i went over to some place like PTC like that....Itiel was inside resting while some Ah Lians outside act then say want see Itiel....Then i was like ??? So later i brought a team to a HDB there and saw some CID over there looking up to catch those Hong Kong Gangster. We was like take over from there and i ask them to be careful.

Later suddenly the got someone pop out and we look at it. We wanted to fire at him but when we fire,the bullets all become small ball coming out. So we retreat and some was injured while retreat. Therefore i become famous of Shooting inspector and i got a team...hahah

Okay i know is quite lame about my dreams but is quite fun playing with those guns,catching those thieves haah.....So about the post,now i am okay so people don't worry anymore i am aright. :D:D

2010-07-09T20:04:00.006+08:00

My crying face was like that just now

Why am i having a feeling !!! Alvin give us a test and it was very difficult. So when i want to turn back take my drinks while my file is beside it and he was like keep looking whether if i got cheat. But i say never and he want to take my file and put other side,this is why i do not like it. I never see anything and then you take my file to put aside. I just don't like and it is really REMINDS me of last time. I really hate THAT GUY teacher who keep forcing me and make me cry. I have a bad day last time with a MALE teacher. Thats why i don't want teacher to force me. The question is also difficult and his teaching way is like i think almost every lesson got test. Then it remind me that this never help me but only STRESS me because test need read and i dun like test. I just want Felicia to teach me.... I don't get it and when he take my file away,i was really going to cry le. When the marks for today DIFFICULT test come,it was 29/100 HORRIBLE right !! cause i anyhow do and i really cant control and drop bit tears le. After the tuition, I was really in a very no mood and all MEMORIES,SAD,BAD things all PASS through my mind. WHY is it happening...

So when Phillip came in and talk to us,i was like dropping my tears and i keep thinking of sad things. So when i went out of the Room, I wanted to talk to Charlene but when she start talking like to us, I do not know what i am doing. When she started talking, I just went out of the centre with tears drop already. When Hong Lan ask me something, I cannot control and CRIED le....I just cant control while in the bus itiel say that he know why i cry. So he ask me " you cry because you scared fail for science N level arh "?? I agree with it but at that moment my tears almost going to drop and he stop asking me le.

Why am i Thinking of pass things. In the bus, I keep thinking about Charlene talking to us and i just walk away then i started drop tears in bus but i try control. I just don't like what alvin today is doing. I seriously do not like it as why did he take away my file. It really remind me of the Guy who teach me last time and remind me that felicia teach is the best. I do not know how come i cannot face Charlene and Alvin did this....His test was so difficult and i cant even make it....ARGHHH i feel like is meaningless. I just don't know how to say the other part